Thoughts of You

Has been so long since you said you thought you love me...
And you've never mencioned it again...

I'm surprised how I haven't exploded yet,
With this mix of feelings...
I can barely study with all my thoughts of you!
I stay hours sitted in the stairs,
Under the sun,
Trying to study,
Looking like I'm studying,...
When I'm actually thinking of you,
Avout your smile,
About the time we've spent together, In person or in the Messenger,
When we laugh about all those things...

I've never thought that I'd have such kind of conversations with friends,
Specially with the guy I like...

I'm feeling like Luís de Camões...xD
Talking about Love,
About our lovers and the problems all of this brings...
But I think I'm not that comic...
At least I'm not always in love with a lot of guys like he does...

But I think that I'm better now then weeks ago,
I was always excited and anxious to see you, be with you...
Now I can control a bit better myself...
I think I'm getting used to it...
But I still feel that strong feeling that consumes me from the inside.

27.5.08