What's the Problem?

Feeling realy sad,
alone,
and empty.
I don't know what to do,
just can't stop feeling this way.
This is , truely, very hard,
when I feel this way almost 4 years.
It was hard to a child with 9 years feel all alone,
feel cold and blind in the dark.
Still figuring out what is the problem of all of this,
and still don't understand what's the problem.
One thing is shure,
something is.